Lately things have been looking good. I’m on the up and up. Looking at all the other people I graduated with in my class, I’m a little ways ahead than most. At times I still have those moments where I really miss my friends, cause they’re family to me. I see and talk to these people everyday. They know me better than I know my own self. Now I hardly hear from them or have the time to even say hi. One instance, they blamed me. I blame me. But, I mean, what could I do?
I want to get married one day. I don’t know who that girl is, but theres nothing that will stop me when that day comes. I want to have a family. And this is why I’m working my butt off, for them and myself. I want to enjoy my life. Most people retire when they literally can not work anymore. I want to still have a bunch of kick left in me to enjoy the things I worked for and see things I haven’t.
I don’t understand some people. They seem to have big dreams but they close their minds. They want the responsibilities and respect of an adult when their actions don’t compliment them in that manner in any way. It bugs me that people are so willing to look good and put on a show for people they don’t know, but they don’t want to fix their own lives, the life they’ll grow to live with.
I can’t be one to talk. But I’m frustrated about a lot of things. I’m sorry.